I'm trying to get my life back on the track. Fixing every possible things and try real hard. This time I really need to do something life. Not just crapping my ass off in my blog although I doubt that it would work this time. hmm.

I almost exploded the fuck out this morning. I was so stressed with everything coming up like loads of shit thrown to me non-stoppable. Teachers should stop putting me on their list, GAHH. And those fucktards out there, just fucking stop pointing me out! I'm tired of doing this and that. As though I'm the only one who ever lives & breaths in that fucking class who needs to participate in every single shitload. Some of them just fuel my anger to no end. If I say I want to quit than I meant it! I don't want to! Stop pushing the fuck off into me, relying everything on me. I have a life too! OHGOD, I really really REALLY am pissed with everything. Everything is just fucking depressing and I can't see the light,babe! There's no bright side, I'm srsly rotting to death. Fine, I'm doing that public speaking thing and sketch thing because I'm forced to. I've never wanted to do them. ;____; show me some mercy,people! I really need to let go of that drama thing, can't I just fucking do off-stage stuffs like everyone else??? People just plain selfish, don't they?

And haaah, that hari koko thing, fucked up betol. Like WTF want everything completed right after school opens. ORHH. Inviting the whole world to come over to see us, like WTH srsly. When school is back *headdesk* bare myself, Imma going upstairs,maybe. Downgraded to B class. ;w; SHUCKS REAL HARD. Way sucker than your ex-boyfriend's bitter cum. URGH.

And ohh, the suckest off all, I'm going to face Ruruw. Yes. I don't freaking know how the hell I'm going to survive it. I don't think I even have the guts to face him. *heavy sigh*

Labels: life, stress