VIOLATED BY HALLUCINATION OF HIS OWN IMAGE.
❝There's no such thing as perfect writing, just like there's no such thing as perfect despair.❞
-Haruki Murakami-
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May May.
Sunday, May 6, 2012 || 12:42 PM Wah. It's May already. I haven't blog for months. T____T Like dunno ah, it gets old and boring and things. lolol. So em, I'm currently preparing myself for Teachers College's interview right now. Like duhh, right? haha. Well emm, I never really wanna go there. But my mom insists on me going. Like the fuuuuu. Haha. :( She told me that just do it, for your father's sake. bla bla bla. Yalaaa yalaaa. Whatever lah. Lolol. Ok, great now I have to write shits on essays why I wanna take this pedagogy, experiences, contribution to the pedagogy itself. Like the hell do I know?? o_o" AHH. |
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Monbukagakusho ;
Friday, March 16, 2012 || 10:50 PM WOW. It's already March. The time flies so fast, eh? Few more days left until SPM's results to be released. :,/ nervous much. ohya, by the way I'm in the middle of applying scholarships both local and overseas. I gave a shot to ExxonMobil's but I think nahh, I won't bother continuing in case I ever get shortlisted. :| Well I have no interest in engineering, that one is for sure. Pretty much in confusion on what course should I take in furthering my studies. AGH. This one fecking hard liao I tell you ah. I haven't complete filling in my Monbukagakusho application form. That one also confuse what to take oh. HAHA. Manglish manglish. Most probably I'd be applying for social science and humanities. I think taking Japanese course gonna worth it. 8,D ITS ALL ABOUT THE KACHINGSSS. Ya know, it's pretty expensive hiring a translator. HEWHEW. $$$$$$$ HERE I COMEEEE. TROLOLOLL. But the other two options, I'm still in uncertainties on what to pick. Aiyah, I thought there were Arts & Design course something something, but when I checked back, nil, nadda. T___T Social science and humanities ;
WHAT DO YOU FREAKING MEANS BY ET CETERA???! WHAT CARNATION IS THIS????!!! =____= I can't find anywhere what the other courses are by that fucking ET CETERA. blah. Labels: study |
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slacking .
Wednesday, February 22, 2012 || 11:54 PM I've been attending sewing class since January, so it's my second month around there. :3 Haaaah. Two more months to go. :3 Putt is my first costumer by far. hehe. And I'm slacking here obviously, watching j-drama. HM HMMMM. That's it! KEEP CALM AND INCESTSSSS. lol jk. Labels: life |
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keeping faith.
Thursday, January 12, 2012 || 11:53 PM  currently reading. :D YAY. My 6th book by Jodi Picoult. OMG, I love her ! ♥ Labels: books |
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my forever lifeline.
Saturday, January 7, 2012 || 12:06 AM I was initially trying to clean up the mess in my room. Oh well, my bedroom looks more like a wrecked ship than a room where you put your bed in and put the bed next to the room in the verb and calls it bedroom. Hah! And urgh, all the dust and germs, I failed. Thanks sinusitis. You did a great job, dude! Maaan, my room never look nice enough thanks to my sinus problem. I could only tidy up a veeeeery small portion of my room then I'd fall flat on the floor ; sneezing, nausea, headache, blemishes here and there. AFDHASKDGJASGLJ seriously. And to make it worse, I couldn't find my cetirizine pill. ;A; I was like cry cry CRY, I'M SO GONNA DIE. PANTS PANTS BREATHES, WTHHHHH WHERE'S THE PILLS???!! I'M SO DEAD! Yep, seriously. And I went straight to the bathroom for a shower like an emo bitch, haha. I sure TROLOLOLOLed if I could see my precious FAIL face again. "That awkward moment when things magically appear when your mom looks for it" ? Just happened. Ditto! Right. When I finally stable and could think properly, lol, I think I'm pretty pathetic. I had to rely on the pills whenever my sinus problem attacks me. That's bad. :/ hm hmmm. And oh, truth to be told I look like a freaking surgeon whenever I'm on my 'cleaning&tidying' mood. Freaking mask, I wear. HAHAH. Oh, by the way, I'm not changing this layout because one, I'm pretty lazy, two, this layout is pretty what, three, my laptop fuckingupness wont let me. Satisfied much ? >:| Labels: sick |
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the darkness that laughs in red My name is Starrawrberry. My dad is a berry and my mom is a RAWR. And I'm the Star that shines the whole world. Well at least they think so. I hate Moon, she takes away the attention from me. FREAKING DRAMA QUEEN I SWEAR! I'm Fara and I am very well, seventeen. Been shaking this universe since 11th February 1994. From Chukai,Terengganu,Malaysia. Long location description FTW. Am srsly not your typical girlfriend. A very nice biatch and you gonna hate me for that, yet I don't give a furk. Likes:: RUKI. the GazettE. Asian stuffs. Japan. Japanese. Japonisme. J-rock. J-pop. Japenese GV. Yaoi. Animanga. Gothic Lollita. Visual Kei. Oshare Kei. Cosplay. J-drama. J-movie. Anything Japan, you name it babeyh! Mild enough interest in Korean stuffs. BIGBANG. OMFG TAEYANG. |
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eyes that go mad from the deserted desire 
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freedom was taken the HARDS consanguineous:: Eda Winkshard. Ena Nagshard. Ninis Dresseshard. Putt.alya Grinshard. Yayah Crieshard. the illegals PARAMOURS:: Anum. Cikgu Wahida. Kat. KoonIe. Nao. Sara. Shiizuka. the innocent transgressors:: Aleena. Anis. Christy. Diey. Emmy. Faizul. Faez. Fiqah. Fyzul. Kak Nirah. Kurokage. Myra. Monica. Naim. Nany. Reen. Shazni. |
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