There is something wrong with me. Must be something, at least a bit. I need to kill down Muse-sama & let it slaved himself for me.
Words, thoughts, muses, metaphors, and those scribbling emphasized adjectives kept spinning in my mind. They turned me into a complete mess. I thought I'm ready enough with those head pouncing muses to write, but naah, there I go, FAILED. Each time I tried to to write something down or simply type it in here, everything seems wrong, fading in just a blink. & OHH. I don't even know where the fuck everything gone. They just left.

Excuse me, I'm starting to get pissed off & annoyed with aoiXruki & uruXruki pairings. They just, ugh, made my eyes gone sore and terribly kill my mind. *laughs* I used to love every possible pairings in The GazettE &..even crossover? But guess not anymore. I got pissed off easily with my f-page in LJ with aoiXruki, uruXruki & surprisingly, kyoXruki which tend to flood my f-page. ;A; oh God please, just vanish! shoo shoo!

*snorts* I should have blame myself for this. I kept yelling in my mind that I will never share Ruki with anyone but Reita.

& hmm, there is no offense yet upon kaiXruki blasting in my mind. Is it because this world really lacks of this pairing? Or my nasty dream of them making out with Ruki on top with a very uhhh, cummy scenes? Oh wait, I shouldn't continue. HAHAHA. X'DD

Please, please, please don't hate me for this. *snorts* It just that, I'm not ok. hahah.

Listening to : COCKROACH || The GazettE