Yesterday's post was indeed a slight-emo. Which I urged hard on not going to boarding school.
No no, the result hasn't come out yet, though I'm pretty sure I will be pushed by Mom if I ever accepted to enter boarding school.

Oh come on, I can't left my lifestyle behind and change everything just because of a goddammit boarding school. D: I don't want to. I will never withstand the rules in boarding school. There will be no phone, laptop, ipod, internet connection. D: HOW AM I GOING TO SURVIVE?

But come to think about it, I seriously think going to a boarding school would be a great start for me in furthering my study to overseas. :/ It just a chance in a lifetime that I need to grab. If not, I would get left behind in TEPCES.

Though, my school isn't that bad. It's a good school after all. Only chosen person will survive my school. Excuse me, I'm not bragging.Kay? There is or maybe are former students from my school had gone to overseas for study. Heck, I can't leave my school. I just don't have the guts to.

agh. Life is complicated for me. D:


Listening to : Last Bouquet || The GazettE