*deep breath* Today was just like the title. INDESCRIBABLE. Ups and downs in just blinks of eyes. My head is so confused on my mood. Guess this is what you call BLUR,haha. :D

Okai, so where should I start? hmm, today had Hari Temu Mesra at school, the day when your parents/guidance came over to school, shake hand with your homeroom teacher, your teacher spill out all of your secrets,bad habits and 'achievements', and then your parents give your teacher THAT look when they look at the handwriting in a not-so-a-book you called report card. And they will draaaag their murderous gaze to your face making you feel like "OMFG I'M SO DYING ON THE SPOT". HAHA, just kidding. I've been behaving, so all of the above didn't happen to me @w@ hahah. Teacher Zalina was somekind of being positive and even praised me. =w=. haha don't la teacher, I super blushing edi. HAHAH.

It feels good that the session ended very well. I can't remember the one when I was in Form1. OMG. I almost cried on the spot, ;____;. A serious nightmare and I never liked my former homeroom teacher enough. I know she dislikes me too, so hm? What's the point for me to like her back? Kan kan kan?



1. I reached school quite late, the hostel was already empty when I passed by. =o= I missed the chance to be the 'center-of-attraction'. WAHAHA. =w=/ I felt quite disappointed! I should promise myself that I won't be late on Thursdays! Being in surau earlier feels like heaven. SERIOUS. hahah, the opportunity of eying my scales and 'marking' their spot is just, how should I say this, AWESOME? HAHA,YUSS. But today I didn't. =_=; so urr, I kinda lost my scale till the recitation ended. I saw my Tea giggling and playing 'poke' with his buddies. =3= soo cute! HAHA!

2. Eda,Nis,Yah and me didn't go for physics. We had meeting for that lawatan to pusat asuhan thing. Wasn't really a meeting, but nevermind. I wasn't in the mood of studying shitload of formulas and weird single letters. \=o=/ And err, we, I guess Eda & me?, received a bad news from Asyraf Matnor(he's the super awesome new classmate :D). It was about Eda's L'arc~en~Ciel. awwwh, I felt super frustrated. ;__; I'm her BIGGEST supporter! And I'm willing to do JUST anything to get them together. .____. but *sigh*, we didn't expect to hear it this morning. Hmm, so I guess, change of plan!

3. After the so-called-meeting ended, we hanged out outside musolla. HEHE. Waiting for the addmaths period. And OHMAIGOD. I did it. :D HAHAH. Ruruw, =w=". I shall remember the "\m/" he sent to me forever. WAHAHA. I'm feeling psycho again. I'm thanking his bestfriend for bursting my confident level to the next stage! hurhur. This is what happened actually, I saw Ruruw and his bestfriend looking down from the 2nd floor corridor. I don't know, they were looking. And then his bestfriend did me a 'PEACE :DV'. I was shock. HAHA. SERIOUS. As if his bestfriend pumped electric current into my veins instead of adrenalin Ruruw been pumping all this while. HOHOW. So I err, froze and tried my best to overcome my fears, and ofcourse, I sent a 'PEACE :DV' back to him and grinned, where actually I wanna sent them to Ruruw. HAHA. And OMFG,I feel like dying, my heart couldn't content the MAXIMUM HAPPINESS Ruruw just caused. HAHAH. He sent me a '\m/' HAHA. So I giggled and grinned. I stared like a fool. =u=/. And then when the bestfriend noticed what he was doing, he slapped Ruruw's shoulder. HAHAAA. omgomgomg. *w*

3. After the addmaths period, received another bad news. About a friend of mine, she just lost her mother. :O. After school, Cher Min drove us to Telok Kalong to visit her. ;w; the atmosphere was gloom and dim. Her mom died in an accident this morning. I'm feeling sorry for her and her family too. I couldn't imagine my life without my mom. .___., so everyone, appreciate your mom and love them to the fullest while they are still around.

4. *clockwise? no, clockdumb. HAHAH* After my mom done meeting my teacher, we went downstairs, straight to foyer. =w= Ruruw was there too. It was quite unpleasant for me. We were just few feet away and the velocity of the adrenalin pumped into my veins was at the maximum rate. @.@/ uhuh.

5. I still can't believe it, we really did it to Teluk Kalong. I mean, 6 passengers and a driver(Cher Min) in Hyundai Gatz. HAHAH. XD How funny. Putt curled right under the dashboard. HAHAH. XDDD She really made me thinking of fetus. LOL.

6. CT and Tintin were there too, at Saba's. I missed them,really. But err, I couldn't really express it very well this noon. It felt awkward with them, really. And when Tintin introduced her new friends, the oh-so-troublemakers at their school. I felt pissed, I was annoyed. Okay, maybe I was being jealous and envy them for having new friends. Like ohh please, I don't want to know your new friends, and don't pretend as if you guys are super cool. =.= heeisy.

7. I promised myself to blog longer, and YAAAY! I did it! ;p


/please pardon my grammatical error & typos. =.= I'll try my best to fix them/

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