all the time, they end up the same. ;/
Posted on Saturday, May 8, 2010 @ 6:42 PM < 0 cheonsa >
I did say I'm soooo spirited and inspired. right? but now it doesn't seems like it anymore. HAAAAIH. I hate May. ;/ I've been having the worst week ever. Why ohh why? It was just the damn fine moment that I pulled myself together and built a new me. But everything ended up just the same, very well, it ended badly. Three days in a row, people keep telling or more to hinting me this little something.
It was Monday, I was very well, very highly spirited! but orhh, Eda and the rest left me in the class and off to this place I've been itchy to go for the few days back. When they returned, Eda sat next to me and unloaded herself with a few murderous question. ohGod. and she did ask the SAME thing twice, once in the class, & once more in biology's lab. I was like errr..the fuck is going on?? She's seriously hiding something.
On Tuesday, I had this terlebih-gedit-mengada-nak-mampos mood. But then, Kak Zieda didn't seem like to layan my kegeditan. ORHHH. And Kak Epa told me this something. KABOOM. MAN. I did try to be positive, I told her what I've heard from Iman and stuffs. I tried to 'play it cool', macam Eda cakap.
Wednesday, I had fun seeing him, ohh now you know it's Ruruw. Because it was the best damn scene I ever saw in my life, lively! LIKE GODDAMN, SUPER CUTE. So in short, I had a very nice day. I said day, not evening. That evening someone text-ed me and told me there's a bad news for me. URGH. I could feel it. It turned out to be Kak Zieda and she text-ed everything that I supposed to know. It feels like ohGod, the world is seriously crashing right beneath me. I could see the sky cracking, the sun disappearing, the darkness crawling and began to eat up everything it passed by. My throat dried out, and I ended up collapsing on my study desk. Yes, I did collapse. It is embarrassing to tell the whole everything, but why not? right?
And the Thursday, things turned out very bad. It was a very stressful day. Everyone in the class keep groaning on the tense. Some of us cried, some of us turned emo.
So yupp, that's how I learn to hate May.
I TRIED TO BE NICE AND LOVE YOU,MAY!
BUT YOU HATE ME SO BAD THAT I HAD TO HATE YOU BACK!
It was Monday, I was very well, very highly spirited! but orhh, Eda and the rest left me in the class and off to this place I've been itchy to go for the few days back. When they returned, Eda sat next to me and unloaded herself with a few murderous question. ohGod. and she did ask the SAME thing twice, once in the class, & once more in biology's lab. I was like errr..the fuck is going on?? She's seriously hiding something.
On Tuesday, I had this terlebih-gedit-mengada-nak-mampos mood. But then, Kak Zieda didn't seem like to layan my kegeditan. ORHHH. And Kak Epa told me this something. KABOOM. MAN. I did try to be positive, I told her what I've heard from Iman and stuffs. I tried to 'play it cool', macam Eda cakap.
Wednesday, I had fun seeing him, ohh now you know it's Ruruw. Because it was the best damn scene I ever saw in my life, lively! LIKE GODDAMN, SUPER CUTE. So in short, I had a very nice day. I said day, not evening. That evening someone text-ed me and told me there's a bad news for me. URGH. I could feel it. It turned out to be Kak Zieda and she text-ed everything that I supposed to know. It feels like ohGod, the world is seriously crashing right beneath me. I could see the sky cracking, the sun disappearing, the darkness crawling and began to eat up everything it passed by. My throat dried out, and I ended up collapsing on my study desk. Yes, I did collapse. It is embarrassing to tell the whole everything, but why not? right?
And the Thursday, things turned out very bad. It was a very stressful day. Everyone in the class keep groaning on the tense. Some of us cried, some of us turned emo.
So yupp, that's how I learn to hate May.
I TRIED TO BE NICE AND LOVE YOU,MAY!
BUT YOU HATE ME SO BAD THAT I HAD TO HATE YOU BACK!
Listening to : Softly || Leah Dizon
