So urgh, tomorrow is the day! Speech choir competition. Uh'ohh. My feet are freezing like wtf. Slight headache, slight sore throat, slight fever. OHNOES! The hell am I going to survive tomorrow??! ARGH. Everything is just WRONG! *breathes* pheew. No matter what, face it I gotta do. Let's do the best! YAHUUUUUUUUU!


Believe me not, today was sooooooooooooooooooo depressing. First the speech choir practices were just completely ruined and went haywire! GOD SAVE US. like urghh. And hoooSHIT. I promised Syak to help her in handing the lollipop to his bb-boy, I did hand it to him! but but! He refused to take it! WARGH. the fuck lar wehh! I felt sooo sooooo DOWN! Being tired for the whole damn practice things and all! I got no mood left for biology class. All I did was sat there, listened numbly to Ma'am NYBD and gave her that BLURRRRR look when she landed her eyes on me. So yes, resulting a complete pain in the ass! Before I got out from the lab, we had this little convo.

She was telling me that she thinks I've got no interest for biology and asked me to stop pushing myself. I was like haaah? WTF? I loveee biology. I mean it both, sarcastically and non-sarcastically. Like maaaan. URGH. She told me that she would feel DOWN each time she lands her eyes on me. blagh blagh blagh. Ok ok, I calmed the fuck down and explained to her that I was plain tired and worn out, you know stuffs. And ARGH, she said it wasn't just today, it happened all the time before. HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. The hell had happened actually??? There's no way I'm having plain zero interest in biology. Helloooo~ I got an A minus for bio last time ok. =.=; It felt like something was burning inside. Burnt, hot and painful. When I met Putt at the foyer I collapsed on her shoulder and cried. I really cried. Like haaah, I don't know. Thanks Putt! ;) I'm not really sure why I cried for such thing. -___- but it does really hurts. *nods*